Well, I decided to allow myself to emerge. I was on the fence about it due to stubbornness. I didn't want to adjust to a different life.

But, as I sat here today, I realized that there was nothing in this version of life that I was attached to. So, what was I holding on to exactly? The answer is peace and solitude.

The lack of attachments was my attachment. I like being able to go to the park unbothered. I like being able to disappear and no one worries. I like being able to do my own thing without a discussion.

But, the life laid out before me is all about community and bonds... symbiosis. The interconnectedness of the all is what makes it work.

I do my fanciest work in the background, then whine that no one notices. I laugh at myself because how do I expect it to work that way?

The divine just said, "That only works in the sky. Be a sun on the ground too. Pass the light to people farthest away, making the dream a reality."

So, I don't know what changes I am about to face, but I welcome them. I already feel my system purging. I am lit up, and you can probably feel it all over this post. Phew! It is GO time. I am excited.

Much love from the dragon, The Mistress 🐉❤️